Thursday, March 27, 2008

Temporary moments of darkness

too clouded with sadness... cant find the words to express it... :-(

Friday, March 14, 2008


sino namang di matatawa dito?! this was taken last night...

Thursday, March 13, 2008


One less thing to do for the year.. Got this last Monday. Thanks to!
Talk about convenience!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

today's emotions: a certain sadness

The fact that i'm sad scares me. The lids of my eyes are starting to hurt. Is it because of too much radiation? or becasue im trying so hard not to cry?

I had to come back to the office last night, edited and emailed a very important report. Over a cup of coffee, yosi and macchiato in starbucks, i realized how sad i am.

Then i started writing a letter i will never be able to send. I stopped writing because i could not understand what i wrote. I tried reading it, it was so bad! Content-wise and handwritting-wise.

And then this started playing in my head....

Look out the window at the rain storm
I let the wind blow up a brain storm
and now I'm wondering whether
weather like this gets you too
It may go on like this for hours
Too late in Fall for April showers
So while we're caught here
Got a thought or two
I need to share with you
Here goes
Darling tell me now
Have I done wrong somehow
That you won't look at me
Need it pointed out
Can't keep my wits about
When you won't look at me
Is there something I ought to know
You're finding hard to say
Well there's just a trace
Hiding on your face
And I learned it that way
Just another soul
That really knows my soul
And you won't look at me
Does that take the prize
How much I love those eyes 
and they won't look at me
Now the rain has gone
But something lingers on
There's certain sadness here

Now that the sky is clear
And it's all so clear
yes, it's all so clear
To me now

And I can't help but feel
That certain sadness's here to stay

Friday, March 7, 2008


Change denotes the transition that occurs between one state to another.

My 2007 ended with a twist.
But my 2008 is twirling more than the twist.

My immediate "universe" is changing its revolution. I don't know if i can cope up.
No, I have to catch up. I need to. If not, I have to find another galaxy and that would be a bigger change.

I have been feeling down the past days. Tired and a bit depressed. I guess this is all part of the changes we need to embrace.

Kyan is ok. Ada just finished her advanced exam sched. Taal never fails to make us all smile.
Everyone's on tip-top condition. Just need to have that massage!

I should be thankful and as my boss said, "embrace change". Im sure all will be well...