Wednesday, March 12, 2008

today's emotions: a certain sadness

The fact that i'm sad scares me. The lids of my eyes are starting to hurt. Is it because of too much radiation? or becasue im trying so hard not to cry?

I had to come back to the office last night, edited and emailed a very important report. Over a cup of coffee, yosi and macchiato in starbucks, i realized how sad i am.

Then i started writing a letter i will never be able to send. I stopped writing because i could not understand what i wrote. I tried reading it, it was so bad! Content-wise and handwritting-wise.

And then this started playing in my head....

Look out the window at the rain storm
I let the wind blow up a brain storm
and now I'm wondering whether
weather like this gets you too
It may go on like this for hours
Too late in Fall for April showers
So while we're caught here
Got a thought or two
I need to share with you
Here goes
Darling tell me now
Have I done wrong somehow
That you won't look at me
Need it pointed out
Can't keep my wits about
When you won't look at me
Is there something I ought to know
You're finding hard to say
Well there's just a trace
Hiding on your face
And I learned it that way
Just another soul
That really knows my soul
And you won't look at me
Does that take the prize
How much I love those eyes 
and they won't look at me
Now the rain has gone
But something lingers on
There's certain sadness here

Now that the sky is clear
And it's all so clear
yes, it's all so clear
To me now

And I can't help but feel
That certain sadness's here to stay




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