Wednesday, August 13, 2008


the more i try to write it down, the more the words fly away. i guess this is me realizing that i can never be a writer by profession.

why? 1) i'm not a good writer; 2) i can't push myself to meet my own deadline

hay. i'm a bit on the down-side now, emotionally. and i have a gut feel i'm falling again into that pit any moment now.

my moment of weakness.

i think i'll sip some wine later. been postponing it for a week na. and of course, i'll be on my own. kyan's not a drinker. i'm not too but i'm hoping to feel something different with a glass or two. or maybe to simply just feel.

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