Monday, May 5, 2014

That Certain Sadness

I try to be happy.  God knows I do.  I always remind myself of the blessings we have been receiving as a family.  And everyday i am thankful.

But then, there is that part of me that cannot be forgotten.  And that unforgettable part is just too effing sad.  I might have to dig into it with some professional help already.

I cant get it out of my heart.  Its just too heavy.

It usually goes away.  I usually get to control it after a few days of depression.  Im just on my 3rd day after that faithful Saturday argument that triggered the outpouring of too much emotions.

Now, i just need to get myself together, then Again.

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